I feel miserable, I have lost my self-confidence, I think I’m not good enough. All day my mind is occupied with the thought that what should I write here that is interesting and people can connect to. When I told K , he couldn’t stop laughing. I know its stupid, writing should help me clear my mind not to add to my worries . I know I should not write for others I should write for myself. But how? I would like others to read my blog and give comments. But I don’t know how. How do people find out about other web logs? I don’t want to tell my friends to read it, I want others, people that I don’t know read it. I really need her help. She is an expert. She is great in what she does. She writes so sincerely. I wish I could be like her. I should confess I do envy her. I wish she would have helped me! But as my friend said the other day,” no matter how good you are in something, they are always some people better than you and some people worst than you. So stop comparing yourself with others and just do what you can do.”